what’s interesting about my new friend is that he has completely
shifted everything in his life to pursue an entirely new venture and to write a
book about it in the process. without going into too many details, the basic premise
for the book centers on the idea that everyone has a true passion in life and work
that they aspire to do. i found
our particular meeting and the conversation that followed to be both serendipitous
and in some ways, life-altering.
to say that our conversation was timely is an understatement. the
idea about finding work that is enjoyable and creative has been swirling in my head for a number of
years. in recent months that swirling in
my head has become ever-so-deafening to my ears. i was beginning to feel as though i was drowning
in my own self-doubt and uncertainty about what it is that I am supposed to be doing to earn a living. i’ve
obviously never drowned before, but i had a close call with it once and I can
honestly say the feeling of having creative ideas and not being creative, feels
a lot like being trapped under water.
i know i am not alone in this. at some point whether you’re sitting in a cube
or sitting in 5 o’clock traffic, daydreams of finding what you love to do are always just
a gaze in the distance away. there are a
million reasons to talk yourself out of it but with any luck, there are a
million and one reasons to push you toward it. the struggle is finding balance and of course
finding what it is that you want to do and making it happen. well, and having faith that you'll get paid in the process somehow too.
lately i have been seeking out more opportunities where i can fine
tune my creativity and hone in on the type of projects that allow me to take
ownership in my work and feel proud of the time i devote to it.
let me be clear, i'm not quitting my full time job. (boss, if you're reading this...) but i am increasing the amount of freelance projects i take on and surrounding myself with opportunities to try new things. i can't be certain any of it will go anywhere but I know if i don't at least dip my toe in, i'll never know for sure.
so we'll see how it goes. with any luck, a few new projects here and there will be just what I need to keep my head above water and my creativity afloat.
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